Chapter 16: A Sleepless Night

The silence Caleb left in his wake was a physical thing, a heavy, suffocating blanket. The glow of the phone screen seemed to be burned into the air between them, the stark, professional font of Chloe’s website a testament to their spectacular failure.

Alistair’s shoulders, which had been so straight and proud just moments before, slumped. The fight went out of him like air from a punctured tire, leaving him deflated and hollow.

“It’s over,” he said, his voice a dry rasp. He didn’t look at Chloe.

He couldn’t. He stared at a point on the ornate wallpaper, tracing the fleur-de-lis pattern with his eyes as if it held some profound, historical answer.

“He won. Of course, he won.

It was a foolish, illogical plan from the start.”

He turned and began walking down the hall toward his room, his gait stiff, mechanical. It was the walk of a man retreating to the safety of his shell.“I apologize, Chloe. For involving you in this… this mess.

I will, of course, pay you for the full contracted term, plus a significant bonus for the distress.”

Chloe watched him go, a storm of emotions warring within her. Fury at Caleb’s smug cruelty.

Frustration at Alistair’s immediate surrender. But beneath it all, a fierce, protective instinct flared to life.

This wasn’t just a contract blowing up. This was Alistair, the man who spoke of illuminated manuscripts with a fire in his eyes, the man whose clumsy attempts at affection had started to feel more real than any rehearsed gesture she’d ever witnessed.

She was a professional problem-solver, and this was the biggest problem she had ever faced. She wasn’t about to walk away.

She followed him to his room, pushing the heavy oak door open before he could close it. He was standing by the window, his back to her, looking out at the manicured gardens shrouded in moonlight.

“Don’t you dare,” she said, her voice quiet but ringing with steel.

He turned, his expression a mixture of confusion and exhaustion. “Don’t I dare what?”

“Give up. Don’t you dare let him win like this. We are not done yet.”

A humorless smile touched Alistair’s lips. “Chloe, the game is over.

He has incontrovertible proof. A website. Testimonials.

He will present it to Matilda tomorrow morning, and she will see me for what I am: a desperate fraud who hired a professional to feign affection. The inheritance is lost.

The library… the library is lost.” He said the last words as if they were a physical pain.

“So we lose the lie,” she countered, stepping further into the room. “Fine.

The lie is gone. What’s left?”

Alistair blinked, the question seemingly incomprehensible.

“What’s left is the truth. Which, in this case, is ruinous.”

“Is it?” Chloe’s mind was racing, sifting through scenarios, calculating risks.

Her entire career was built on managing perception, on spinning narratives. But the only narrative left was the one they had been so desperately hiding.

“Or is it the only thing we have left to fight with?”

He stared at her, the academic in him struggling to process this emotional, illogical strategy. “I don’t understand.”

“I can’t think in here,” she said, gesturing at the perfectly appointed, suffocatingly formal guest room. “Come with me.”

She led him not to her room, but down the grand staircase, through the sleeping house, to the one place that felt like his soul. The library.

The moment the doors swung open, the scent of old paper and leather seemed to calm the frantic energy in the air. Moonlight streamed through the tall arched windows, painting silver stripes across the spines of thousands of books.

This was his ground. His turf.

Chloe sat on the edge of the large mahogany desk, her posture betraying none of the exhaustion she felt. Alistair remained standing, a ghost in his own sanctuary.

“Talk to me, Alistair,” she said softly. “Tell me why this place matters so much.

Not the pragmatic reasons. Not the historical significance. Tell me why you need it.”

He hesitated, his gaze drifting to a shelf of worn, leather-bound volumes. “It’s… a refuge,” he began, his voice barely a whisper.

“The world outside these walls is… chaotic. It operates on a set of social rules I’ve never been able to decipher.

People’s emotions are like an unreadable script. But in here…” He ran a hand along a row of books, his touch reverent.

“In here, everything is categorized. Everything has a history, a logic.

It’s quiet. It makes sense.”

He finally looked at her, his eyes filled with a raw vulnerability she had only glimpsed before. “Caleb has always understood that about me.

He knows I can’t function in the chaos. He thrives on it.

He knows how to make me feel small, foolish, out of my depth. And he’s right.

I was a fool to think I could play his game.”

“You weren’t playing his game,” Chloe insisted. “You were playing yours.

You found a logical, contractual solution to an emotional problem.

That’s you, Alistair. That’s how your brilliant brain works.”

“A brilliant brain that has led us to absolute ruin.”

“No,” she said, shaking her head. “It led you to me.”

The words hung in the silent library. The pretense was gone.

The contract was irrelevant. All that was left was the two of them, surrounded by his history and their complicated, unwritten future.

“I’m terrified, Alistair,” she confessed, her voice dropping. “My business partner is trying to turn my dream into a tacky nightmare.

I poured every cent I have, every ounce of myself, into creating something that helps people, that brings a little bit of grace and order to their big moments. And it’s about to either crumble or become something I despise.

That’s why I took this job. For the money.

I needed it, desperately.”

He listened, his attention absolute.

“But somewhere along the way,” she continued, her gaze locked with his, “the lines got blurry. That croquet game… making you laugh when you were so sure you’d be humiliated.

Listening to you talk about vellum and ink… seeing you light up. The kiss in the garden…” She took a shaky breath.

“None of that was in the contract. And none of it felt like a job.”

Alistair crossed the room and stood before her, so close she could feel the nervous energy radiating from him. He looked like a man trying to solve the world’s most complex equation.

“My entire life, I’ve held feelings at arm’s length,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “I study them.

I read about them in poetry and historical accounts. I categorize them as biological imperatives, as sociological phenomena.

But feeling them… it’s like trying to read in the dark. I can’t make sense of it.

And what I feel when I’m with you… it’s the most terrifyingly illogical sensation I’ve ever experienced.”

He reached out, his hand hesitating for a moment before his fingers gently brushed her cheek. His touch was tentative, electric.

“I’ve accused you of manufacturing feelings. The truth is, I was accusing you of making me  feel.

And I was terrified of it. I still am.”

There it was. The truth, stripped bare of all its contractual padding.

It was messy and inconvenient and utterly, terrifyingly real.

“Me too,” she whispered, leaning into his touch.

They stood like that for a long moment, the silent confession passing between them. The first gray hints of dawn began to creep through the windows, diluting the moonlight.

The sleepless night was almost over, and with the morning came Caleb, and Matilda, and the end of everything.

Or the beginning.

Chloe’s mind, the mind of a strategist, finally saw the path. It was a wild, desperate gamble, a Hail Mary pass in the final second of the game.

“He’s going to tell her the truth,” she said, her voice gaining strength, pulling him back from the precipice of their confession. “He’s going to walk in there, smug and triumphant, and lay out our deception.

He’s counting on your shame. On you falling apart.”

Alistair’s jaw tightened. “He won’t be disappointed.”

“Yes, he will,” she declared, her eyes shining with a defiant spark.

“Because he’s going to be too late. We’re going to get to her first.”

He stared at her. “What?”

“We can’t fight the facts, Alistair. The website is real.

The contract is real. So we don’t fight them.

We own them. We walk in there, together, and we tell her everything.

Before Caleb gets the chance.”

“Confess?” The idea was so counterintuitive to his nature, to his instinct to hide and retreat, that he could barely process it. “She’ll throw us out.”

“Maybe,” Chloe conceded. “Probably, even.

But we will do it on our own terms. Not as Caleb’s victims, but as two people who made a desperate deal and found something… unexpected.

We’ll tell her about the library. We’ll tell her about my business.

We’ll tell her the whole, messy, ridiculous truth. Including the part that isn’t a lie.”

She looked at him pointedly. “The part about us.”

The fear was still etched on Alistair’s face, but for the first time that night, something else was there too. A flicker of hope.

A glimmer of fight. She was offering him not a shield, but a sword.

The sword of the truth.

He looked around the library, at the rows upon rows of stories, of histories, of human triumphs and follies all bound in leather and ink. He was a man of facts, of evidence.

And the evidence was clear: hiding had brought him to the brink of ruin. Maybe, just maybe, this brilliant, brave woman was right.

Maybe the only way forward was to be utterly, terrifyingly honest.

As the sun began to properly rise, casting a warm, golden glow over the room, Alistair Finch made a decision. He took Chloe’s hand, his grip firm and sure.

“Alright,” he said, his voice steady for the first time in hours. “Let’s go tell my grandmother a story.”